9 August
Having been diagnosed with stage 3 cancer my beautiful boy Nelson who'd made a massive recovery on steroids succumbed to bloody cancer. Another beautiful soul of our family lost to bloody cancer.
There simply aren't words for our loss.
I have been hacking my beautiful boy Freddie, the heat was insane from 10 August - 15th with temperatures around 33/34c every day. So Fred was in his lovely new brick stable keeping cool.
When I manage to deal with my sadness I will start to compete again.
In memory of my boy, the last photos on the day, with one of him sleeping earlier in the year, a walk we did on holiday last December in Dartmoor, the flowers from good friends at Teal Farm and of course, a pic of my mum and my boy. Together now, with Dream, watching us. We love you and miss you all. xxxx
And on a random note, after a 3 mile hack on Monday, I went in and popped around the course that was up. Laughably it was only 40cm. But given I've lost my centre and my mojo to do anything, you have to take the small wins. Lol. I'll put them up next time ;) I just couldn't be arsed to amend the course.
